Sadness Mixed With Despair


Like the deer lost in the night
standing looking into the lights
of an on coming car not knowing
which way to go.

Should she stay and just let eternity
carry her away or should she
run as fast as she can so she can face
a new dawn with new beginnings.
She feels so lost and alone is it worth
going on or should she end it now
and travel to a world beyond this one.

That's how it feels to be lost and alone.
When you feel like no one cares if you
live or die.
Like you are just a piece of the scenery
that will fade into the darkness.

Listening to the sounds of soft music
with the gentle waves of the ocean
in the background seems to bring comfort.
It also brings a thoughts of what it would be
like just to walk out into the sea and let
the waves wrap you in their arms and take
you to some place quiet and peaceful.
Where there is no hurt feelings.....
nothing but peace.

Why does the soul ache and try to find comfort?
Why does the heart just keep beating when
it's breaking?
Why does the mind keep spinning and visions
keep filling it like a movie that won't stop.

 

 

 

© 2006 Written By Sandra Gard